I feel like I'm constantly seeking guidance, someone to tell me the right decision, the next move to make. Used to be a parent or a friend. Now waiting on God. Of course we should constantly seek God for direction, eventually there will be times where we have to make our own decisions/choices with wisdom, confidence and faith.
As Christians we use the bible as a tool to help make decisions. For even if our choices are less than satisfying or outcomes are not what we thought; we know that God will work all circumstances in our favor. That's the point...faith allows us the ability to let God work through us, mold us, and take us to a potential that unimaginable or always known in someway.
That's where I'm at in life right now.
I find myself fickle in my decisions because I find myself fearful/uncertain of the outcome. Fearful of failure but more fearful of success
Because of my inability to make these decisions; I'm unable to have the discipline I desire. How are u to have discipline if you are to never make a concrete decisions, but to stay paralyzed in "limbo?"
I believe, once recognized, we see fickleness for what it really is! A disease, sprouting out through big decisions trickling down to...should I eat this or.....this. Leaving you as I mentioned before Paralyzed..........leading to self destruction.
I'm realizing, as I'm in this season of preparation(as I have been calling it), God has positioned me to have internal vision, but also an ability to have permanent correction for those things that I strive to change.
First getting past the initial fickleness stimulated from fear, lack of faith, and confidence.... second seeing through these decisions to my up-most ability.
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Through the storm....on to higher ground
These past two-three months have been indescribable. Trying to make sense of everything it finally made a complete circle today. I'm fully understanding of where I am being taken, I knew all along, but confirmation of God's word is a wonderful thing.
What seemed like a never-ending storm...unbearable...I knew was a storm that had meaning, purpose, and great blessing after it's passing.
Have you ever went to church and you knew the word being preached was speaking to your life? That was my experience at Raleigh North Christian Center.
I could rewrite the troubles of these past months, the worry of tomorrow, but I am so blessed beyond those things. It's only because of God's grace, because He works all things together in my favor and the Glory of His Kingdom that worry, fear, etc have no weight on me.
Today's sermon was a confirmation that what I have been praying for is in the process of unfolding.
What seemed like a never-ending storm...unbearable...I knew was a storm that had meaning, purpose, and great blessing after it's passing.
Have you ever went to church and you knew the word being preached was speaking to your life? That was my experience at Raleigh North Christian Center.
I could rewrite the troubles of these past months, the worry of tomorrow, but I am so blessed beyond those things. It's only because of God's grace, because He works all things together in my favor and the Glory of His Kingdom that worry, fear, etc have no weight on me.
Today's sermon was a confirmation that what I have been praying for is in the process of unfolding.
WHEN YOUR IN YOUR STORM...BE NOT AFRAID!
Dr. Jeffery Chapman, Sr
"Random Note: This was a very long sermon...in fact the entire church service is three hours long...and only 5 min. of announcements....most of this time is the sermon."
He took today's word from Matthew 14:25-32....He first started talking about our storms.
And how there are times we go through Personal/Private Storms. How there are times during those storms we feel apart from God, unable to see and feel His presence. But He is always teaching us....especially in that mist of waiting and feeling "alone" ...He is teaching us. It is what we do when we are "alone" that determines how much we learned.
Dr. Chapman said something, I was thinking all week "How do you know you have faith if you never went through something?"
But what took this message on a different level for me was when he talked about the evolving of our storms as our faith grows. How they get harder. How at first, with faith, and prayer, we would stop a storm from even really starting. Some wind, a few drops...but no real thunder and lightening. But when God wants you to find a different type of Glory, take you to a higher level of you purpose and blessings, we have to go through a different type of storm.
The type of storms that thunder, lighting, tree limbs flying, ducking for cover.
Presence: God will reveal Himself to you in the middle of your storm but in a different way. In order to show up in a different way you need to go through a different way. That means making it to and through that thunder and lightening. Until your on that level He will not show up on that level.
Provision: When His presence comes His provision comes too...but just like Peter came down off that boat....we too have to step down, that that "risk." He provided the provision but we have to come off the boat of "safety," "comfort" and GET IT THAT PROVISION!
This spoke to me because Peter was the only disciple who came off that boat to meet Jesus, the others weren't ready, they rather stay in the safety net of that boat. One thing I realized is that I have to have faith and GET OFF The BOAT!!! Take steps against fear, and worry into new faith and a new position in my life.
Power:
We are human we are going to feel fear. We may make take a wrong turn on our journey. But just as Peter began to sink, Jesus was there to save Him. Despite what we do on our journey to fulfill God's purpose for our life, if we make a wrong move, a mistake, a wrong decision God has the power to turn all things to good for those that love Him.
I realized God has everything I need to take that next step, I just have to comedown and get it.
He took today's word from Matthew 14:25-32....He first started talking about our storms.
And how there are times we go through Personal/Private Storms. How there are times during those storms we feel apart from God, unable to see and feel His presence. But He is always teaching us....especially in that mist of waiting and feeling "alone" ...He is teaching us. It is what we do when we are "alone" that determines how much we learned.
Dr. Chapman said something, I was thinking all week "How do you know you have faith if you never went through something?"
But what took this message on a different level for me was when he talked about the evolving of our storms as our faith grows. How they get harder. How at first, with faith, and prayer, we would stop a storm from even really starting. Some wind, a few drops...but no real thunder and lightening. But when God wants you to find a different type of Glory, take you to a higher level of you purpose and blessings, we have to go through a different type of storm.
The type of storms that thunder, lighting, tree limbs flying, ducking for cover.
Presence: God will reveal Himself to you in the middle of your storm but in a different way. In order to show up in a different way you need to go through a different way. That means making it to and through that thunder and lightening. Until your on that level He will not show up on that level.
Provision: When His presence comes His provision comes too...but just like Peter came down off that boat....we too have to step down, that that "risk." He provided the provision but we have to come off the boat of "safety," "comfort" and GET IT THAT PROVISION!
This spoke to me because Peter was the only disciple who came off that boat to meet Jesus, the others weren't ready, they rather stay in the safety net of that boat. One thing I realized is that I have to have faith and GET OFF The BOAT!!! Take steps against fear, and worry into new faith and a new position in my life.
"Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ." 2Cor10:5
Power:
We are human we are going to feel fear. We may make take a wrong turn on our journey. But just as Peter began to sink, Jesus was there to save Him. Despite what we do on our journey to fulfill God's purpose for our life, if we make a wrong move, a mistake, a wrong decision God has the power to turn all things to good for those that love Him.
I realized God has everything I need to take that next step, I just have to comedown and get it.
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